
And this:

And I definitely like this:

If I had all the time in the world (which, unfortunately, I don't... it always escapes me when most needed), I would probably go dance in the rain. And I'd make fancy cupcakes that look as delicious as that one. And I'd get dressed up and make a boy smell a flower or something.
But hey, that's the problem, right? Where does this time go? There's always a million things I feel like I should do. I even wrote a list on the mirror in my bedroom about a month ago - just a few things that need doing. And I've been able to cross off one since then. Just one.
So when I DON'T have time, my mind goes insane and all these things fly around in there just begging to have some of my time. Like really, I should probably hang those pictures in my room that have been sitting around for over a year. And honestly, I should finish the birthday present for my best friend who's birthday was in April.
April, my friends. As in 6 months ago.
And then suddenly I'll find myself with an hour here and there to do something, but I don't accomplish what I should. I typically end up on facebook or (cough cough) blog stalking. Which is fun, and I don't believe these things are of the devil or anything... but seriously? They just suck away time.
It's my senior year. I really should enjoy my time here with my family all I can before I move out. And it's Autumn. I should go on a slow walk in a scarf and a jacket, and just take in all the beautiful leaves, the lovely Fall air. I could carve a pumpkin. Play the piano. Paint a picture. Do my homework (nah). Apply for college. Write a letter. Go on a picnic.
*sigh*
...Time. I don't think I'll ever catch it.