you're welcome.

Make sure and watch until the very end.

walden plz

Today was exhausting. You know? Not like the "wow I really need more sleep" kind of exhausting but more like the emotional hangover exhausting. I just wanted to sit in bed all day and stare at the wall because there were so many thoughts to think. So many feelings to figure out. Wish Albus had come along and just lent me his pensieve. 

I always thought it was sort of bull when people would say being a missionary was simpler than civilian life, easier decisions and all that. I stand by that to some extent but frankly, today I was like "plz can I just deal with someone's eternal salvation instead of dealing with more complicated things like feelings?". Gosh darn it life is just complicated. 

Here's the thing, though. Today I was happiest in my hammock and on my bike ride. The common factor in all this is the outdoors and I decided they are rejuvenating. Just downright miraculous, the way nature can feed your soul when nothing else can. So I've come to a conclusion and it's taken a great amount of thought so prepare yourself. This decision is big. I'm moving into the woods and becoming a hermit. I know, I know. Call me Henrry David Thoreau if you want but it seems to be the best way to deal with life's problems. 

K but I wish. Wouldn't life be simpler? 

Anyway here's to mental health days and good playlists and hammocks that feed your soul. Cheers.