adventurer

The truth is, sometimes I don't want to be here.

I love my life so much right now. Especially right now. And today, there was a moment when we were riding in this guys truck for FHE and there was the smell of rain in the air and we were heading back to my lovely little apartment and friends and there was the promise of good things to come, and I was so completely happy.

Truly.

And I still am. This is where I'm supposed to be right now, and I know that. I am so grateful I get to go to this beautiful university and learn these beautiful things and have associations with these beautiful people. And this place and these things and those people will have an impact on the rest of my life and teach me so many things about love and life and being me and I adore that.

Only then you get online and your friend in China is on at the same moment and reading about her adventures and thinking about other friends out in the world, you really sort of miss the world you've never seen.

And I yearn for a different country and culture and language and people and scenery to teach me something completely and entirely new and I just hope that someday soon I'll have those opportunities.

But right now, I'm so so happy.